| Location | Tottenham North London |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 21/02/1989 |
| Date of Death | 21/02/1989 |
| Visitors | 888 since 21/09/2008 |
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I remember the day like it was yesterday even tho its nineteen years on I have never stopped
thinking about you I was devasted when I lost you and the day that I buried you was and has always
been the saddest day of my life I often wonder what you would be like would you look like me or your
dad Ive just recently found out your dad has died I have never forgiven him for leaving me to deal
with everything on my own I made a vow to you that day you was buried that the next time I came to
your grave I would be with your dad Im so so so sorry that never happened and I hope you can forgive
me I never got a chance to hold you in my arms or tell you I loved you and really wanted you I Just
want you to know my darling daughter that I love you and think about you everyday and I hope one day
I will get to hold you in my arms and tell you how much I love you goodnight sweety love your mum
xxxxxxxx forever in my heart and mind
love always xx
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sweet dreams baby angel
loved always and forever remembered
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Mother & Daughter
Today is a special day for you little one
Today is a special day for you and another
Today is a special day when you are re-united as one
Today is a special day for you and your mother
Thinking of you both on this special day.
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It only takes a moment
to write these few words for you
to let you know you're in my thoughts
and so are your loving family too
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Thank you
Thank you to everyone who has continued to visit and leave candles for heaven I really really aprecaite your love and support I havent been able to visit lately cos I get to upset and it was getting hard but I havent forgotten heaven and never will thank you xxx
Heaven my darling daughter
your live forever in my heart and mind
your always in my thoughts and I look forward to the day I get to give you a cuddle and a kiss I love you very very much love your mum xxxxxxxxxx
memories
Most people walk in and out of your life.
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But only Loved ones leave footprints
in your heart.
xxx
I love you
If I could have a lifetime wish
A dream that would come true.
I'd pray to God with all my heart for yesterday and you.
A thousand words can't bring you back,
I know because I have tried.
And neither will a million tears
I know because I have cried.
You left behind my broken heart
and happy memories too.
I never wanted memories,
I only wanted you.
Can You Be A Mother When Your Baby Is Not With You? ~
I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today
I asked "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard Him say.
"A Mother has a baby"
This we know is true
"But God can you be a Mother,
when your baby's not with you?"
"Yes, you can," He replied
With confidence in His voice
"I give many women babies,
When they leave is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for the day
And some I send to feel your womb,
But there's no need to stay."
"I just don't understand this God
I want my baby to be here."
He took a deep breath and cleared His throat,
And then I saw the tear.
"I wish I could show you,
What your child is doing today.
If you could see your child's smile,
With all the other children and say..."
We go to earth to learn our lessons,
Of love and life and fear,
My mommy loved me oh so much,
I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a Mom,
Who had so much love for me
I learned my lessons very quickly
My mommy set me free.
I miss my mommy oh so much
But I visit her every day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillows were I lay
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear
Mommy don't be sad today,
I'm your baby and I'm here."
"So you see my dear sweet ones,
Your children are okay.
Your babies are born here in My home
And this is where they'll stay."
"They'll wait for you with Me,
Until your lessons through.
And on the day that you come home
they'll be at the gates for you.
So now you see what makes a Mother,
It's the feeling in your heart
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start.
Though some on earth may not realize
You are a mother.
Until their time is done.
They'll be up here with Me one day
and know that you are the best one."
~ Author Unknown
You never knew your mother, you never felt her love, you never felt her embrace.
You would have been proud of her, of that i'm sure and with her nurture you would have grown into a fine young woman, you would be nineteen now, you would have made her proud too.
Your younger brother, who would have looked up to his big sister, stands as a fine testament to your mother, and the nurture she has to give.
and i think maybe one positive that came out of your loss is that the natural parental instinct that was so cruely denied to your mother was rekindled by your brother and her natural pride and sense of accomplishment have shone through and are evident in the way she has brought up her son, amidst all that fate has thrown at her, she has never given up and it is the memory of the daughter she lost, that has made her the mother she is today - and that to me is the defining tribute to you.
Do You Remember Me
I can't believe after all this time,I can't get over you,
I guess a love like ours is one of a kind,a love that is true.
It's been 19 years since you left me to go to God & heavens immensity,
Do you still remember me?
It's like a bad dream that plays over & over in my head,
Of things I wish I'd done or words I would of said.
There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you,
Even after all this time,what am I going to do?
Maybe this is the way mommys are suppose to feel,
Perhaps our wounds are never intended to heal.
If I could ask but one question why,
How is it God could need you more than I?
She was so very, very special
And was so from the start
Although you didn't get to hold her
She stays within your heart
And like a single drop of rain
That on still waters fall,
Her life did ripples make
And touched the lives of all.
She's gone to play with angels
In heaven up above
So keep your special memories
And treasure them with love
Although your darling daughter,
Was with you for just a while
She'll always live on in your heart
With a sweet remembered smile
To my dear friend Chrissie, I hope these words will come as a comfort to you, your daughter will be looking down and blowing a kiss to her wonderful Mummy.... Lots of Love June xxx
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